I am Sam

dengan nama ALLAH,
tuhanku juga tuhanmu,
yang sama dari dahulu,
ya..yang itu,
yang tidak pernah putus mengirim rahmat, nikmat dan cinta.

pada aku, pada kamu.

hari ini saya menonton muvi tajuknya, I am Sam. ehsan daripada cik fatehah yang apabila di tanya tentang perkara yang dingin di kongsikan bersama semua, ialah "the message".

rupa-rupanya, mental retardation never stops someone ability to love and be loved. meaning that, it does not take you to be "normal" to love. that is why, even though some one is a retard, they do have feelings and they are capable of extending and offering love to other people.

golongan seperti ini, bukankah di janjikan syurga? bergembiralah! walaupun mungkin dunia ini tidak memberi senyum padamu.

cuti lalu, seorang kawan saya, sejak tahun satu, was admitted to a psychiatry. yep, mental illness. semoga ALLAh memberi kekuatan padanya, dan pada keluarganya.

tersenyum bila mendengar lagu background dalam muvi tersebut.

you dont look different,
but you have changed.

true. in fact, how can we tell right? people look the same at their skin level but suprisingly have become a personality that is alien to your past. best friend maybe. or sister. or brother. there is no longer what we call "the bond" that you thought will last forever.

God plans with His love, we humans plan with our ambition. and sometime, we go too ambitious. that is why we fall, well..maybe. just maybe.

these days, I have been thinking that, it is okay to let yourself to be emotionally fragile once in a while. Just to check things back, to mourn to be sad, to just reflect. but the problem prevails when one chose to dwell too long in it.

*sigh*

I dont know. really.
but just hope that, you are doing good.

Allah, mampu menjagamu, lebih baik dariku.
dan aku serahkan dirimu pada penjagaan ALLAH kak.

semoga DIA memimpin langkahmu.
kerana kau sahabatku,
dan di jalanNya ini,
hati kita menyatu.

I miss you.

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