A special dedication..

By the name of Allah, the most gracious and the most merciful..

this post is a special dedication to the people who have brought a lot of meaning to my life..

Ma, Pa..

Ya Allah, ampunilah dosaku, dan dosa kedua ibu bapaku, tenangkanlah hati mereka, lapangkan lah dada mereka, permudahkanlah urusan mereka, perkenankanlah permintaan mereka, gembirakanlah mereka selalu, ya Allah..limpahi la rahmat, hidayah dan kasih sayangmu ke atas kedua ibu bapaku, kurniakanlah mereka syurga sebagai ganjaran kasih sayang yang telah mereka berikan kepada kami ya Allah..

Abg2, dan Adik2 ku..

I love you all.. and I always miss the memories that we shared together eversince we were little.. I always remember how Abg Kudin took care of us on the absence of Pa and Ma to work.. I always follow you to your friends' house, playing marbles and you never get angry..

Diba..I always remember we played game at the living room even Ma get angry when we messed the house up..Dik, all the best in your life, I know u can always do better than me..I believe in you!

Apik.. I dont realize how much you have grown up, you are a man now. The last time I saw you, you were taller than me already.. all the best dik, I love you so much..

Dearie Masyitah.. I love you so much, and I miss you so much, your laughter and jokes, you are the apple of my eyes dik, you always complain that you get number two all the time, never mind dik, for me..you are always number one!.,.hope you will grow up to become a great muslimah! insyaAllah..

Its my first day in this 20th age..

ya Allah, semoga dengan bertambahnya umurku,
makin hampir aku padamu..
jangan biar aku jauh darimu ya Allah..

ampunilah dosa2 ku yang silam..
hanya padamu aku berserah..
dan hanya padamu aku bergantung harap..

kasihanilah aku, insan-insan yang ku kasihi, dan insan2 yang mengasihiku..

sungguh, tak layak ke syurgaMu, tapi, tak sanggup ke nerakaMu..