addicted~

By the name of the Lord, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful..

It was windy when we finally finish our FILM class. I was really exhausted, really, really exhausted, hungry, tired, sleepy and all the possible adjectives that indicate "saturation". I might have just fainted. All the time when I was in the classroom, I was thinking about having a warm water bath and dig myself on my bed until Subuh... But, I changed my plan. simply because, it does not sound "professional" enough.. (sorry..but..well..erm..who cares??!!..huhu~)


So, here I am again, with my baby blue..

wah3~.. I have to do something.. I am addicted with blogging..~

I get my facebook deactivated this afternoon, Its boooorinnngg...!

These following 3 weeks would really be tough, portfolio, seminar, exam, and dinner..
I am planning to do movie marathon this winter, yea! (hip..hip..horey!)

During science class just now, Steve, our enthusiastic lecturer mentioned something that really shake my shoulder.. All this while, I kept telling myself that, I am not yet capable of being a good teacher. I am not ready yet to teach, there are still a lot there to learn.. Steve said;

"when you become a teacher, anything that happen to you should stop at the school gate, You have to give a good reason for yourself and the children that you are responsible for that they want to be in the classroom.."

what came to me was... This is the moment of truth..

It will not be easy, I have chosen this path as my way of life..
there is no turning back, I dont want to become a lazy, unmotivated teacher..
I want to fill my life with enthusiasm of teaching.. I want to give the best for my students.. Just as how I have ever wanted to be taught..

There is still time to learn.. Guide us ya Allah..

InsyaAllah.. I will find my way..

grumbling stomach~

gudness.. I am so so hungry, havent felt like this for quite a long time, waiting for fatin, my housemate to prepare the dinner. I can already smell the scent of Tomyam..nyummy! I requested for curry, but she said she has been cooking it like forever.. But, I love Fatin's curry..

that's all for now.. :)
one more assignment due this friday..
got to really really pull our socks now!
ganbatte.. ganbaru.. gan..gan..(Whatever!..hee...)

_Sungguh, Tak layak ke SyurgaNya, tapi tak sanggup ke NerakaNya..Irhamna Ya Allah_