i am going to be 19, it is so sayang to leave this "teen" years actually, but what to do also, we can not hold the time back, once it say, its tyme to board, there you go, aa..the topic, actually o dont know whether this is related or not, but maybe this is somehting for us to consider,
the first day i move out form my previous room which i have stayed there for 2 years,
i felt so so sad..sadness that i cant bear alone, i even thought of moving in back..
the room that i stay now is situated in the 3rd floor,
considering that i have to walk extra two floors to reach my new room, my tears even run faster.. i was thinking that if i din stop crying, my eyeballs may have pop out..
another thing, i have just change my table's cover..with some wrapping paper that is really cute!! i tell u..huhu..
but, the most important thing is, i will surely miss the environment, the atmosphere, the people and friendly figure there..
i will surely miss..
Ja calling me for late night tea..
Sue teasing me about taking hot water from their room..
i will surely miss..
Fatin's little Bu..a cow that i adore..
Atie's giggle..
i will surely miss..
Nasira's not so sweet voice,
Wani's song along the corridor..
i will surely miss, zatul, azrin, kak Ateh, and everyone..
not to forget.. i will also miss the ironing room, the toilet and everything..
but, i cant be this weak! i have to grow strong, there is something behind all these that i have yet to discover..
i have to make my mind clear, that, there is a reason for everything..
God communicates HIS love through various ways..
i just have to believe that, Yeah! this is the best for me..
i tried hard to make my mind clear,
i cant hold my tears, i cried during science test,
i was so,, i dont know., just sad
but one thing happened,
it was raining cat and dog,
i was afraid.,the rumor is true, people of the third floor often face the extreme weather..huhu..
then, there was a knock on the door..
Kak cua!
another knock..
Riby
forget to say, Ati is already there by that time..
we had a chat,okayla.. to be frank..
a tumbler of tea..
several container of biscuits..
two packets of PAMA..
and Riby's punya adik muvi,
i was having fun..
really happy at that time..
^-^
ya..things are not as bad as they seem..
live and let it be..
i love my room now,
i have more space, i can also see a very nice view from my window..
and most importantly,
i learn to appreciate more the things that i often miss..
insyaAllah..i will try to be more patient and mature next time..
uhu..ya la.. in fact, i have no other choice what..
ITS TIME TO BOARD!
P/S: for you,
a person that i regard as the best friend,
always there for support, telling me Allah's words and remind me to be patient..
Thank you so so much.. for everything, may Allah bless you always..^-^
Anak Pertama
1 year ago


1 comment:
aini...kuat2... la tahzan.. hehe... setiap yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya right?? heheh
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