are they important?

maybe you can sit, relax and think about the following Q:

who are the most important person in your life?

what is the most important thing in your life?

what is the greatest achievement in your life?

what is the simplest thing in your life, yet gives a really big implication in you?

why do you love your life?

why are you here?

why are you happy? or why are you not happy?

erm.. the answer can be simple, but thinking about all these questions, one might not has the fix or certain response for the Q.
obviousely, the nature of most human being are, we love to take things for granted, it is hard for us to be thankful, there are always thing that beyond our reach yet we really want. there are things that we desire, and things that we already have, but does not seem to give us much effect, hence we tend to neglect, ignore, insensitive, apathy..

no one will get all the thing he or she wants.
satisfaction or happiness in one's soul..
do not rely on the extend of getting everything that comes across our mind..

..God will never change the fate of humans until they themselves change whatever that they have in them..the holy Quran

as for me,,

when i satrt to think, my life start to get better and i am happily dwelling in it, as if nothing bas is gonna happen.. my smiles start to fade,.

i think i am ofeten tested with the people who i spent most of my tyme with, or the person that i am closed to, care for and people that i love..

and it was such a big hit that recently, i heard this bad news about those people i care for, althought the problem affect me as well, but it was not as directly as the effect that they have to bear..
i can cry, or mourn, or, regret or,, dwell with sadness..

but i know,

it will not give me any good..
rather ruins me..
and hurt them(the people i love) more..

so..
i have no choice..

i choose to be strong to be able to protect the people i love..

to be able to keep my head up high,
because..
i have faith in Allah..
He is always there..

my mom once said..
i am too naive(lurus kot)
too innocent..

but,,
i cant help it,
i am afraid that, i will experience culture shock once i emerge from this innocent cacoon..

^_^

but, its no big deal..

i wanna be the most happiest women..
my best fren gave me a book that really inspires me..

so..
i would like to thank them both,

Mohd Alif.. for his book "motivasi menjadi wanita paling bahagia"

Nurfilza..for her book" Siti Khadijah; cinta abadi kekasih nabi"

and..

for kak tiah..
although you never give me any book=p

thank for being a very understanding kakak, friend, pet and ha ha..

Alhamdulillah..