i am expecting a brighter future

hey all..
i learn a lot of things recently,
many of them cover my self-construction esteem..
i often being so paranoid about certain things in life, which make me so afraid to move,
but now i learn that, all those tangible effects are actually natural things in life that you can not just run away. the thing to do if we are trapped in this kind of situation is, be strong and just stand tall, be your own person. dont let the fear keep you down. likewise the genetical engineering that surfaces ambivalence, future is merely a dream. therefore, it is each person responsibility to fight for their dream to sustain a brighter expected future. well, in my life, i found that, there are certain things that inspire me a lot that i am too afraid to lose them. being a preoccupied type of person as i was, i have the tendency to test the water first before i make a move, though it is actually very good, but one thing to notice is, it makes me a little bit passive and sometime i am just too comfortable being in my own territory. i dont want to touch others life likewise i dont want people to teach mine, but really la..if i dun take risk, i wont be able to measure how far i can go, how high i can fly or how flexible i can be., just have faith la.. God talks to us in differnt way, sometime HE teaches us by giving us failure,..so that we become aware that, ultimately...hey! everything is safely under HIS plan and control..so, be thankful of what we have.