I am in L.O.V.E~

I am in LOVE~

What really makes me fall in love with Tarbiyah(coaching) in Islam, is.. it gives me the peace of heart. it is something really really meaningful that I cant get from any where else. It is the feeling of being safe whenever I am in danger, the feeling of happy when everything inflicts pain, the feeling of pleasure even when something is taken away. It is a really precious gift, that Allah bestowed to his fellow slave..

Alhamdulillah.. thank you Allah for everything!

Tarbiyah comes in all ways, it can be subtle as well as clear..
Tarbiyah comes as a pain, who break you heart and spill your tears
Tarbiah also come as a laughter, that make you rejoice and cheer your day,
Tarbiyah also come in hardship, it add up to your burden and cause you to suffer,
Tarbiyah comes as a wind, you cant see its blowing, but you know its there..
tarbiyah is Allah's love..
presented in a very gentle way.. communicate with the heart, and melt the sin away..
Tarbiyah is a Allah's blessing, to show that He Cares, and He has always been wathing,.
Tarbiyah is everything..
It lightens your day...
It grows in your dream..
It gives you strength and blowing your spirit..


HOWEVER~

To be able to perceive life as a Tarbiyah,
one has to first believe, he or she comes from Allah..
That it is Allah, who creates us, and it is He, who take care over us..
It is he who gave us food, and it was he, who we should return everything to..


and these are not easy, as Imaan (faith) has it ups and down..
there comes the term "mujahadah"(struggle) to get "taqarrub"(close) with Allah..

It is He
who hold humans heart..

we come to the earth, with nothing but a promise to abide him..
and going back to Allah, with 3 (knowledge that we teach, charity that we did, and children that pray for our good) ..

......

semoga ALLah selalu memegang hati2 ini untuk sentiasa teguh di jalanNya..

SUNGGUH, TAK LAYAK KE SYURGA NYA~
TAPI TAK SANGGUP KE NERAKANYA..

..Irhamna Ya Allah, Irhamna Ya Rahim..