i am under pressure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

this monday is the day, the day where i will be sitting for my mock exam!
i am very nervous and i just dont know why? everytime i open my book, i dont know which part to start and what should i study!
this is bad, knowing that i must study, yat i havent start yet! huhu.. God bless me, i am so nervous that i cant feel what actually i feel now, i feel everything has change so rapidly now, i feel so blur, i have no idea on what happen around me, everybody has been struggling a lot, but, i am just sitting, my english has become even worst.. i feel sort of despair, i know that i shouldnt feel so, but, u see, i just dont understand....huhuu,, feel like want to cry..owh my goodness...